Long time no talk

I really don't know where to start......

2011 started with a bang, Simon moved to Cleveland, only to visit us on the weekends.  We had the house on the market trying to sell it, all the while wanting to be together as a family.  The moving truck came, with it left alot of tears, for friends we had to leave, for a life we were saying good bye to.  We arrived, in Ohio, I was there for 3 days.  LET ME SAY THAT AGAIN.  We moved our entire life and I was there for 3 days and then left for camp for 10 weeks.  The girls came to camp 2 weeks later having lived in a houe for just a couple of weeks.  We spent the summer at camp, the girls got fed up around week 6 and had to go home early to the lovely friends and family who could help.  I got home from camp and the girls started school 5 days later.  We were living in a house that was OK, just a rental while we were still trying to sell our Michigan house, that had been on the market for a year. 

We finally got word that our Michigan house was selling so we bought a house and had to move again.  We moved and were living in our new house for 3 weeks and then left for 8 days to Florida to see Simon's mom who we haven't seen in over 5 years.  Then when we got home it was 2 weeks till Christmas.  We had 5 houseguest (who were lovely and wonderful for 2 weeks) taking us into the new year.

The New Year brought a sick Grammy Ruthie (Ruthie's namesake and my best friend, amazing 90 year old grandmother) and her death, then we had to wait 2 months for the memorial for family and friends to all arrive at our new house for the services I organized and brunch. 

To say that my head has been in a very serious fog is a MAJOR understatement.  I have had every single emotion known to man.  At all different stages, and sometimes at the same time.  I feel that I am hopefully clawing, scratching and fighting to get out of this Funk.

What has gotten me through is this amazing Team Bisson, the love of the most amazing husband, and 2 perfectly, beautiful and lovely girls.  I wish I could say the dog is great but dare I whisper the word "marley".

**The above picture is of the girls on the beach in our town. the lake is 2 blocks from our house and the public beach is a few block bike ride.  We love to go to the lake and clear our heads.  I sent this picture out as a moving card to some and literally it had only arrived in mailboxes when we signed the papers to move again!    We are 13 miles west of Clevelands City Center.